Another post about friendship since the last time i wrote about "strangers..friends.. and enemies.."

Today i want to talk about "Close Friends"

I wonder.. how could you ever call yourself as my friend, when u never trust me?

Here i am, being such an idiot all this time thinking that you're gonna be my close friend..

well, i guess the truth failed me again...

I thought being friends don't just means that we have to be close, hang out together all the time, gossips and tell secrets..

i thought it means trust..

All these time you telling me how good friends we were and now you're telling me you believed it when someone said i back-stab you?

all these time you telling me how close we were and this is the strength for our relationship?

you didn't even bother to ask me..

you just jump into conclusion of how bad i am as a friend just because someone told you so?

Or did you always had in mind that im such person?

so that's the reason why you didn't seem surprised at all?

I know i will doubt if someone told me the same thing about you..

good heavens... i cant believe i will ever hear this from you..